It’s getting old. Each night I have a dream about one of the two congregations I served as pastor. I’m usually doing something at my computer but worried about a review coming up, or struggling with a Head of Staff or Clerk of Session, or can’t get a bulletin finished, or have a sermon that is due in less than 4 hours.
All are anxiety dreams, I realize. But really, subconscious?? Do you have to reach back into painful memories and bring them into my consciousness every night??
During waking hours, the memories are getting less painful a little bit at a time. I’m getting better at pushing the memories out of my mind too. But when I get painful reminders Every Night, that come into my consciousness, It’s.Not.Helping!
A ny suggestions?